Wednesday, November 29, 2006
today in school was real memorable and enjoyable, we are graduating soon and we played a childhood game together and is carpark catching, in about 4-6 days we are goin to graduate and nxt year we are going in our own roads..i tink i will miss em all...i nvr had such cool and great friends in ITE espically this year!!...really wanna thnks yew loong,hong yi,dennis,wee how,jia chen, for helpin me in my studies...really thnk god for u guys...and will miss ya man...well 4 days more to my final year exam...gonna study hard for it...and poly here i come nxt year!!...
well,this feel days my life wasn't doin that well, and is time i have to climb back up to catch up u guys...is time i got to come out of my comfort zone...i have been stickin too long in my confort zone.."papa sorry i neglected you" the 2 loves in my life that i wun change... i gonna change for the good of myself...i shall nt lag behind anymore...a harden heart only can be open by God's wonderful love..-"papa i tink u have miss me alot..haha...dun worry papa...i m runniin back to you..."a picture i saw wen i was blogging -as darkness is overwhelming me i saw an light shine behind me and i saw my shadow, and i saw my darkness that i was following all along.. and i realise i have been followin the wrong direction.... and so i turn and i followed the thin and narrow bright light that shine accross the darkness.. and as i walk more towards the light, the shadow behind me started to dissapear..and there i was back in God's arm...=) i love u God...
27 needles left to be taken out from my heart....
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
ytd and today was my my prelim..i gonna fail badly cox wat i studied it did not came out...this feel days many things happen...nxt week is my FYE[final year exam]..and i m kind of worried that i cant pass...now have to study alone which is so diffcult for me...jus dunno why wen i study alone i got no mood...well i m used to it i think...i dunno wat to blog today...and today was my CG also...and i was the guitarist..i really ministered to the people..it was great...well,i dunno wat to blog liao..haha...well...end of bloggin...=)
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
2 more weeks and it will be my final year exams and graduation...planning to work during my holidays and tryin to work hard for my exams. i didnt have good sleep the last few days, was very shack, worried...i wan to pass my exams with distincition and give glory to God..and also wan to go to poly la..haha...2 birds in 1 stone...life is nt really that good recently too...i really need to be at the right hand of God again...i m jus so jealous when i see ppl grow..and sometimes will feel dis-courage, thinkin how come i m always livin a life of a sea..always high tide den low tide...i really wanna have a breakthrough in this area...and is always happen when sch starts in ITE life...and when i go poly i dun wan to spend it like ITE..where i always have to struggle...and as the government is raising the GST year by year...i am thinking it will be diffcult to live in singapore...well..gt to study real hard...please pray for me guys....for my studies and my spiritual life...
Monday, November 06, 2006
time is flying faster n faster as each day goes by,in 2 days time is the exact day where my project will be tested and a report to hand-up..and 3-4 weeks more in school before graduation, i really want to get distinction so that i can go poly, GOD help me ok :) today as i was seating my bus 73 way home, i was thinking about the years down the road:
1.This year i am 18 and graduating.
EITHER:
2.After i graduate and if i go poly and i finish poly i will be at an age of 21 or 22 and after that if i go army i will be 23 or 24 and if i go uni then i will graduate at an age of 26 or 27.
OR:
3.If i can't go poly and i go to higher nitec[another ite] I will graduate at 20 and if i go poly after my higher nitec i will be a age of 23 and if i go army den i will be age 25 and den if i go uni means i will be at an age of 27 or 28.
and i wan to get married at an age of 25-27, lol planning for my future. But now my main focus is to study real hard and get into poly espically TP!! I want to do something in that school, ITE is not a culture that i want to be in. FINAL TERM EXAMINATIONS is the starting of the 1st week of december, and i really need someone to be beside me so that i can study if not is real hard for me to study, i cant study at home cause is too much distractions. And i really want to thank God for blessing me in my FYP gt so much stress in it, and wanna thnk God for my shepherd,joyce and nemo for encouraging me throughout shall bless ur in future haha.. and i got a new project which is a traffic light project, got to create our own program to make a traffic light...lol..will show ur guys my project..haha...well thats all for today got to go do my FYP report..take care guys. see ya :)
Sunday, November 05, 2006
at last..i came back to bloggin...lol...was force by nemo to blog lol..joking...well many things happen and many things change...life to become mature is a everyday thing..well today again another lesson learnt..i was evaluating why am i feeling not as joyful as b4..and i was like complaning to God and soon the holy spirit told me something and i was kind of stunn cox i didnt realise..and he told me- the reason is cause you have been pleasing men nt ur lord,ur father,ur brother n ur friend who is always beside you blessing you all along..and i came to tink and it is true..and i gt to change in this area...well..i left 4-5 weeks and i will gradaute from ITE balestier there is no time to waste...i gt to do something...i wan to see my school win...i wan it to be God's sch....and i really want it to come to past...and it takes alot of faith...and today is kind of bored lol...stayed at home use computer and evaluating...haha...well thats about all bah...
REMINDER: investing on peoples' life is better than investing on worldly things!!