Saturday, March 31, 2007
It is time that i am wearing my helmet, armour, polishing my sword, cleaning and shinning my sheild, tightening my belt and polishing and wearing my shoes to war. And it is time where the light has once again return its place on me to take back what is ours from the enemy. It was never an easy battle neither is it a short battle but it is a war that all Godly man will have to face upon this earth to win the salvation of mankind. Its time to claim back souls that the devil has took from my heavenly father. Its the light that i am going to have that shine through the darkness. As all man that i serve in church some with sheilds on some are not wearing it for those who does not wear their sheild could not guard themself properly, some wear their helmet but some are not for those who does not wear their helmet could nt see the enemy cause of the glaring light which cause them to lose sight, some with sharp swords but some with blunt sword for those who carries a blunt sword loses to its enemy cause is nt sharp enough to cut through, some wearing their armor but some are not for those who does not wear their armor are easily been slice and pain was un-bearable for them, some wore their belt but some didn't for those who never wear will be clumsy for their amor is dangling over their body which makes them easily pentrated and lastly some wore their shoes but some didn't and when they step on sharp and rocky edges of this earth they fell in great pain and make them un-balanced to walk...
well this passage that i just wrote is what the holy spirit speak to me and it is to remind not only me but those who serve with me for God, when we are fighting, everything on you must be in placed, if you have a foot-hole, your enemy will know and they are able to trample on you easily.well it is time that i got myself back to God and is time to serve to my very best.
It is difficult to let pride go away, recently God put me into a test of pride which lead my spiritual life down way to the drain.. God is forever there but also forever testing us, so that we can grow mature and learn from him to be like him. I really want to thank God for the recent Gen-next 07 camp which spur me up and taught me many things. And God spoke to me in
1 COR 13:11 when i was a child, i act like a child but when i grow up i put my childish things away. and throught this verse God spoke to me in another verse in MATT 18:4-5 which hit me and it is link with 1COR 13:11 and God taught me through this 2 verse is we grow up and became physically and metally matured BUT only those who have a child-like heart towards God will receive the fullest from God himself!! well this is what i learnt in my quiet time..well thats all will share to your more in future of what i learnt ok..see ya...
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
hi guys. well today i am blogging again as usual.. this few days i was thinking abt my past..and as i thought more about it..i really wanna thank God for everything that had happen in this 4 going to 5 year which is this year..though i am nt a pastoral leader or a ministry leader or a shepherd..well i feel rather disgrace to be in church that until now i am nt a leader...as i think abt it more i feel more discourage..but den the holy spirit reminded me abt the verse the workers are many but few are chosen..and i realise i dun really need to be a leader for i myself is a testimony to other people already..i always thought that only be a pastoral leader it can bring me to alot of places to do in church..it is true...but what most important is till my relationship with God..many dis-coragements really pull me down..i wan to achieve God's vision upon me..i wan to achieve my dream but is nt so easy...is very hard..up till today i dun quite understand that why ppl judge example; like u wan to be something but the requirement is to be a Pastoral leader but what if ur calling is nt being a pastoral leader but a ministry leader..do u tink that it is fair to waste God's given talent... is like u only can move on wen ur leaders say yes...but what if God use the holy spirit and prompt u.. is difficult to change the mindset of the ppl..all i can say that i will believe and go by this way-" if it is nt my calling to be a pastoral leader and my calling is to be something instead, i will go all for it" God's given talent to u is nt for u to judge weather to let the person use it or not but is enable and let the person use his giftings and talents for the church is make up of many parts of the body..- this is how i feel and really thinking about...
isiah 43,psalms 23!God's assurance
Saturday, March 03, 2007
well,today woke up quite early, and guess what..i nvr eat today..was quite tired...haha..i enjoyed myself today for service..haha..seeing the preacher doing some stuff was quite funny..well yesterday went to watch movie with alvin and kok how...we kinda regretted watching this movie call -"The fountain" i watch until sleep same as alvin..hahaha...and today after service was kinda boring..went out with alvin and kok how again to look for some songs at HMV..and felt like going home..but i called vincent up and they were going to play CS so i join them..haha ZHI GE IS PRO!! cant belive that she can play..nemo will improve if she practise..looks like i also have to improve..and recently i m in love with this game call Company of Heros..is a very nice strategic warfare game..haha..is cool..well and guess wat!!! i recieve another GOOD PROGRESS AWARD!!! haha...i really pray hard that i could go to poly... guys pray for me man...keep me in one of ur prayer list!! well gtg guys...will blog more tommrow...
The world can nvr live without a God who truly love us that is willing to bear such un-sightly torture and death and he is Jesus!!!~ HE is your Father,Brother and your best buddy that does nt betray or harm you...God loves you dudes...see ya!!
Thursday, March 01, 2007
well, i am back blogging..lol..this is the 1st time of this year that i re-started to blog back..haha..well, during this period of time many things had happen to me..and nowadays MAHJIONG is one of my favorite thing that i like to play..hahaha..though is kinda auntie game ar..haha..and guess where i am blogging..i m blogging in the AIRPORT cox ytd fetch ultan off to china...man gonna miss her.. well i serve with her since youth up till now in poly/di haha...and one more thing is i am awarded with another GPA award..wow i really thnk God for that..haha..i really wanna excell for God and i wan t0 go to poly to study..haha...well now i and yuhui is tryin to play mahjiong online..lol...but it seems tat is nt workin wahahha...still tryin though..hahaha yuhui is tryin to figure out how to play while i m tryin to login..lol..well, thats all for today i guess..haha tommrow kinda free, anyone wanna date me out..hahaha..lol...
isiah 43...