Monday, October 29, 2007

IS A NEW DAY!! wow..well..nthing to wow abt..-stupid..anyway..days of sadness is passing soon..living in pain and sorrows is passing by soon..it looks like life is gonna be different after all..today..as i was worshiping the Lord..the Lord ask me a super serious question..:"my child, is time to make a decision. will you give me your all to me." and during this part of my worship..everything in me that is so heavy lighten up..i feel the comfort..the restoring of my energy..and the Lord said:"take your time to think carefully because what lies a head will nt be easy if you say yes." i was like..WORRIED...and i am scared..so i make a decision of saying...."yes lord..i will give u my all, no more boos boos..help me lord..help me lord.." i kept singing with my guitar playing-G,EM,C,D- help me lord..i was so scared..and the lord spoke to me again:" start from the start again..start from your basics again..read the book of matthew onwards" i am scared..cox i scared i will fail him half-way..i dunno what to do..-lord help me!! well,i know i have done so many mistakes in my life..i have many regrets..but this time i will move on and focus on God..

the life i nvr thought would happen, what will it be...
a different heart is going to take over this heart of mine..
Help me pls LOrd..Help me..