Friday, February 29, 2008
My family love and pain and a heartless younger brother who dun appreciate things around him.
Hias...well, today wanna say that..i love my dad and my mum...and i worry for them..hiass..they work so hard for us..but my brother isnt helping out in the family..only wans his stuff..i guess..i really got to work for my family..so much burden in my heart..i feel so hurt when i see my younger brother like this..only know how to spend money, only know how to create more problems in the family..and to me he is a IDIOT..who only care about himself..what a ass-hole he is..i wonder whether he has a heart for the family anot..so what if his studies so good...but the attitude is like SHIT!...ARR.I AM JUST SO ANGRY and sad.. my dad and mum is already quite old..dad's job isnt so stable, may even retrench any time..my mum working so hard as a waitress..dun even earn much...and somemore my brother wans a 300 dollars phone..dun even help out with the dishes, dun even do house chores, dun even wash his own clothes...and everyone including me got to do for him..treating my mum like a maid, treating my dad like a chauffer, treating me like nobody..
why life is so tough..if my family is rich..this burden will not be here...hiass..got to study well to make my parents proud[even until now they are not proud of me], i have to worry about my family finace[ everything now that i have, is either i save to buy or my friends give me]..i worry for my dad and my mum health..i am just so stress up..got to worry of my own spiritual life..hiass..and other ppl outside are stressing me[cant ur just stop bugging me and handle ur own porblems]..
i think i just share all my anger and sadness out..dun wanna blog liao...talk another time..
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
well, this few days...i cant get to sleep..dunno why also...stress as usual staying in aunt house..haha..well, exams are all coming already..got to get ready soon..11 march..and i got a presentation to present next tuesday...and i am not done yet..have to chiong ar...well, i hope i can get into multimedia..if not then wire-less...i really dunno wat to chose..i really hope to study media in future...and work in the media side...i wish to become a audio and video editor or a audio enginneer or technician..i really love to be in the media side..i dun wanna work in the electronics..dun wanna work in that industry...i wanna do something i love...got to save..got to save!!.arr i am so stress up...i wish i was a child forever...hiass...life is difficult.. well, i think got nthing more to type...have to go study hard already..
God?..hmmm God??....hmmmm
Monday, February 04, 2008
Happy Chinese New Year.
well,today...what did i do..let me tell you..SHOPPING...man i just love it so much...trying out new clothes,style and e.t.c...lol..well, i enjoy but i didnt enjoy cause of my size!! i am too big size, i need to jian fei more..there is so many nice clothes i saw..but guess what..i cant wear due to my size and it is so irritating..lol..and i wanna buy this shoe from ALDO pure leather and it cost $195!! is so expensive...but i like it so much man...got to really think about whether shld i buy anot..must plann it well!! today i just bought a belt and a tie..for the whole day just this 2..i saw one long brazire from river island..is so nice and is a sale item..i planning to buy it..lol...well, i am deciding to change my fashion style..i love clothes...haha..but also got to buy correctly..haha..
anyway..life is changing..and is gonna be a revival in God..i REALLY THANK GOD for everything that i have and i appreciate everything HE gave me..Thanks dude[God]!! haha..love u lots..life of-different happenings-of life..=)