Friday, February 29, 2008

My family love and pain and a heartless younger brother who dun appreciate things around him.

Hias...well, today wanna say that..i love my dad and my mum...and i worry for them..hiass..they work so hard for us..but my brother isnt helping out in the family..only wans his stuff..i guess..i really got to work for my family..so much burden in my heart..i feel so hurt when i see my younger brother like this..only know how to spend money, only know how to create more problems in the family..and to me he is a IDIOT..who only care about himself..what a ass-hole he is..i wonder whether he has a heart for the family anot..so what if his studies so good...but the attitude is like SHIT!...ARR.I AM JUST SO ANGRY and sad.. my dad and mum is already quite old..dad's job isnt so stable, may even retrench any time..my mum working so hard as a waitress..dun even earn much...and somemore my brother wans a 300 dollars phone..dun even help out with the dishes, dun even do house chores, dun even wash his own clothes...and everyone including me got to do for him..treating my mum like a maid, treating my dad like a chauffer, treating me like nobody..

why life is so tough..if my family is rich..this burden will not be here...hiass..got to study well to make my parents proud[even until now they are not proud of me], i have to worry about my family finace[ everything now that i have, is either i save to buy or my friends give me]..i worry for my dad and my mum health..i am just so stress up..got to worry of my own spiritual life..hiass..and other ppl outside are stressing me[cant ur just stop bugging me and handle ur own porblems]..

i think i just share all my anger and sadness out..dun wanna blog liao...talk another time..