Wednesday, July 23, 2008

hmm..finally.. i feel so much better...after going to God...i really need to leave my past behind..and i need to commit to God once again..win over my class for God!!..ar!! focus...is time to kick satan's bloddy ass!!..well...its gonna be easy...and i am going all out for it for the people arnd me thats nt been safe!!..well, it is a breakthrough for me today that i spend 1 hr quiet time..which i nvr done it b4 in my life..i hope it will expand more and more!!!...well this is todays update..haha gtg bb!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

seriously i really hope i know how to drive...i just feel like sitting in the car and just move around and listening to music..today just had a maths test.. hopefully can pass..hmm today nthing much though..hmm kinda tired..haha..just came back frm cell-group.was drawing just now..haha...

well tommrow not goin to sch..hopefully it will be a better day..

Sunday, July 13, 2008

emotions..i really dun like emotions..is really killing me..lots of dissapointment on people..i really dunno ar...life going back to God..a heart full of frustrations..a mind thinking of so much stupid things...if only i had nt fall at all..damm it..really damm it...i tried and tried..is so damm freaking difficult..just to hear God's voice..i have dug a hole deep enough to cause me nt to see the light..damm it!!! well...i wanna have a break...wanna stop everything..want to stop talking to my friends beside me..want to be super alone!!! but for classmates is no choice...i am so angry and so fed up with this life i have got myself into..stupid devil..fighting all this shit in a hell of a yeah..i think i am turning crazy...lol..i gt nthing to say..anger of myself..