Sunday, July 13, 2008
emotions..i really dun like emotions..is really killing me..lots of dissapointment on people..i really dunno ar...life going back to God..a heart full of frustrations..a mind thinking of so much stupid things...if only i had nt fall at all..damm it..really damm it...i tried and tried..is so damm freaking difficult..just to hear God's voice..i have dug a hole deep enough to cause me nt to see the light..damm it!!! well...i wanna have a break...wanna stop everything..want to stop talking to my friends beside me..want to be super alone!!! but for classmates is no choice...i am so angry and so fed up with this life i have got myself into..stupid devil..fighting all this shit in a hell of a yeah..i think i am turning crazy...lol..i gt nthing to say..anger of myself..