Friday, August 22, 2008
its been so long keeping this to myself..i thought it could heal as time passes by..but it didnt.. my heart up till today is still broken and shattered..i wanna move on but i cant..i keep lying to myself for all these months...for the sake of that person...well, still must endure it..but i know one day i will just become worst..my life is just regrets..nvr there was one thing i will do well nor will i ever be good again..friend are all leaving me..my life sucks..i feel like just ending my life here..i had enough of all these..hiass..i am tired....i am nt of use anymore i guess...hopeless and useless like last time..no one cares at all..