Thursday, October 16, 2008
MAN..is already friday..I WASTED MY week..no contacts and no new-belivers...DAMM...what the hell am i doing. I need to overcome my fear..arrr.why cant i be more courageous..damm it.
I just don't know why. When i just step into the school, everythings' different. Has my school became a devil's stronghold. Once i step in, everything is just want to go home and don't want to do anything. GOD HELP ME..why am i so dis-obedient. i am so angry of myself being so weak to fight against the devil.
The HOLY SPIRIT TOLD ME THIS BEFORE LEDERSHIP CAMP:
SIMEI ITE need prayer walk!! AND THATS WHAT WE NEED TO DO FIRST. we need God to come into our school before we can start our evax. If God is not there with us. NOTHING IS SUCCESSFUL.There isn't any revival in our land cause God is not in our land. We must invite him into our land and he will prosper us.
MAN I WANT TO WIN MY SCHOOL!! 10 WEEKS LEFT! ARR!!! God pls pls help me to overcome my comfort zones and not be lazy. Actuallly i wanted to tell my simei group about the prayer walk. Damm everything also scared. i am such a insecure person. God help me change in this area of securness. Help help me!!
Prayer Walk!
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Man..i have been working overnight lots of times. God.. hanging out with you ay. well today's work is not really good..well, got piss off my china ppl. shant elaborate. well, the harvest is coming already man. God help me alright. well, is just me and u alright. ahaha.
Lord. i wish to go a very cooling country like US or Europe. Eh God. i want to migrate there man. Own a big land, a house, and nice big yard. man want to see the sun rise with you God. Hanging out with u there. is just so cool man.
Well, school is starting soon. and i didn't do well for my previous paper which is a D. GPA drop to 2.1. Got to work hard in this coming sememster. God is for your glory alright. God is all for you.
life is changing.
God is just me and u. HELP me Guilde me.. thnks dad^^
Saturday, October 04, 2008
well bdays over. and this are my wishes:
-To overcome the Giants in my life
-To overcome all fears in my life
-Not to be the negative
-To meet God everyday in my life
-To lead my life well
-To have a better life-management
-To have a better spiritual/physical discipline
-To honour God in everything
-To be empowered by God even deeper
-To see my school cross over the line to Christ
-To see my parents cross over the line to Christ
-To see my vision come to past
-To do well in my studies
-To be a very different leader from all other leaders
-To be even close with the Holy Spirit
-To impact the world with God
and more..if i write is nvr ending.
well, it is another chance that God has given me. It is an opportunity that God has given me. God is saying that it is time. And now is the time where God will use me to reveal him. Hmmm i need to tell myself no fear. God says no fear in the bible 365 times.
Dear God, you are my guide. You are my shepherd. Lead me to where you want me to be. Lord when i win, i will still love and praise you. And if i lose i will still love and praise you. Lord help me. I need your guidance,strength. Help me pls lord. Guide me and change me. I want to be different from others. PLS LORD make me different. Lead me to lead those who don't know you yet. I love you lord. i love you lord. thank you lord. i will always give thanks to you. change my life. Help me lord. In Jesus Name, Amen. ^^
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Thursday, October 02, 2008
is 2.31am in the morning of my bday hahaa...today's my birthday...guess is nthing more than jus a day..lol..well..i am going to work..want to 4gt this day soon and move on..i am already 20..hahaha..so old already..tired man..today went and help out the food com. for the upcoming leadership camp..haha...lots of things man..and worst i am fasting from meat..saddens...i watch 2 movies today. 1.doomsday[nt bad] 2.fighting withe giants[inspiring] haha..lots of good things i did today...well..school is starting soon.. and i did very bad for my results my GPA drop frm 2.6- to 2.4 now is 2.1..sian man..what a great thing to know on my bday..saddens..well goin to work...got to slp already nites...will blog again.