Thursday, October 16, 2008

MAN..is already friday..I WASTED MY week..no contacts and no new-belivers...DAMM...what the hell am i doing. I need to overcome my fear..arrr.why cant i be more courageous..damm it.
I just don't know why. When i just step into the school, everythings' different. Has my school became a devil's stronghold. Once i step in, everything is just want to go home and don't want to do anything. GOD HELP ME..why am i so dis-obedient. i am so angry of myself being so weak to fight against the devil.

The HOLY SPIRIT TOLD ME THIS BEFORE LEDERSHIP CAMP:

SIMEI ITE need prayer walk!! AND THATS WHAT WE NEED TO DO FIRST. we need God to come into our school before we can start our evax. If God is not there with us. NOTHING IS SUCCESSFUL.There isn't any revival in our land cause God is not in our land. We must invite him into our land and he will prosper us.

MAN I WANT TO WIN MY SCHOOL!! 10 WEEKS LEFT! ARR!!! God pls pls help me to overcome my comfort zones and not be lazy. Actuallly i wanted to tell my simei group about the prayer walk. Damm everything also scared. i am such a insecure person. God help me change in this area of securness. Help help me!!

Prayer Walk!